It's Getting Shitty Again!!!

Things between me and my dad are getting pretty rocky again. He's pissed off at me because I won't do Matt's chores. It isn't my night to do them and hasn't been since Wednesday. Dad says he doesn't care whos night it is he wants them done. And he's trying to tell me that I never do dishes when I have done them every night it was my turn. Ever since I have been home, I have only slipped up twice and I did them an extra day. I refuse to do Matt's dishes because he can't wake up and do them before he leaves for work or because he got so drunk and can't even write his own name properly. I don't think it's fair that I am always getting into trouble because Matt can't do what he's supposed to. I am tired of getting blamed for the dirty kitchen, for my stuff not having a place to be permanently because my room was taken over by Matt. I'm tired of feeling like an outsider. I hate that I don't have any room here. I hate that at anytime my stuff can be gone through. I hate that I have no privacy, that every conversation I have can and will be listened to by either my brother or my dad. I hate everything around here. I get in trouble if I am up doing homework past 11 at night, because Dad has to get up in the morning and can't sleep with the light on. Or if the television is left on and it wakes Dad up. It pisses me off because half the time I don't even turn the damn thing on. I hate sleeping in the living room because I no longer have a bedroom here. And guess what? I just got grounded because I said I am like the fucking maid around here. I always get grounded. And I always get in trouble for everything. Like Friday night I didn't know I was going to a party and everyone got really drunk so I had no way to go home so I called to stay the night at Danielle's. Well I got introuble for trying to be responsible and staying where I was. Dad says I should have called him but hell he acts like anything concerning taking me anywhere or coming to get me is one big fucking inconvienence to him. Plus he was probably on the phone with Pam so I wouldn't have been able to get ahold of him anyways! I am damn tired of being the cause of everything around that goes wrong around here. It just ain't fair. I don't know how much of this I can stand anymore......