Allie

Today I spent a couple hours hanging out with Allie. That's about all I did but it was fun. I really missed Allie and realized that yesterday after I got home from seeing The Bourne Supremacy with her. We sat in her car after the movie and talked for about 45 minutes and all we did was laugh the entire time. It was nice to just hang out with her again, because we hadn't done that in a long time.
I don't know about her, but I really missed her when I was in Nebraska. I mean I didn't get to do all the millions of things that there are to do here in this one horse town with her. I remember that before I left, I didn't want to tell anyone I was leaving because I didn't want to have others influence my decision. Allie was the only person I told. Well that is a few days before I left. Many had to either find out from her or there were a small few that I called the night before and told.
Although my friendships mean the world to me, I think my friendship with Allie means more to me than most of the others. I don't have many friends who will understand the fact that not only are my parents divorced, but they live in a separate state. Sure Allie learned this recently, but we know what its like to have to go all over the place because of this. Both Allie and I have gone through some sort of depression and can understand where each other is coming from when we want to talk about it. And we both have cried on each others shoulder at one point in time. I may not have used her shoulder as much as has used mine (no offense to Allie, but I'm not big on crying), but just the thought of knowing that I have had her there for me when I needed her the most meant more than she will ever know.
I know I have always said that I want to go off to college, but if something does happen and I am stuck going to Harvard on the Hill (small town joke!) , I hope that if I ever need a roomate or help with some homework, Allie will always be there when I need her. And I know I will be there for her as well. I love you Allie!!!