Getting hurt
Getting hurt is my worst fear. I have gotten hurt so many times in the past it's unreal. I don't want to get hurt again. Am I too cautious with my heart? Should I stop being such a ninny and trust that I won't get hurt? Why am I so arrogant when it comes to my heart. Or I should say with expectations of getting hurt. Its as if I expect to get hurt again. And I know that I will I just don't want it to happen again. What if I push away the only person who I ever considered might not hurt me because I am afraid of getting heart broken. Its not fair to him, and its not fair to me. Why do I have a hard time excepting the fact that I won't get hurt in every relationship I enter? I don't know why but I wish I did because I just want to be able to let him in without regrets.
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Seriously you and Toby aught to talk about that. He has the same issues. And thats what is holding back that next step with us. Oh and keep relationships simple. Dont have sex!!! That just complicates things not to mention can bring things in the scence that you dont need. But anyways. Seriously Toby has the same issues with getting hurt. You aught to call him and talk to him. He loves you. Im sure he would love to hear from you.....
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