Confused

I am so confused right now. I talked to Jon today and he still considers us to be a couple. He sees everything as one really big fight and I don't know what to think anymore. I mean I honestly thought we had broke up. And in my mind, we did break up. We talked today and he says that he wants to make it work until I say otherwise, but I don't know. I still love him but at the same time, its as if I am hearing two different things. My head is saying no, but my heart is saying go for it. I am so confused right now and I only wish I knew what to do. I don't know if we broke up or just had a big fight. I honestly got the impression that Jon broke up with me. I mean what was I to think? He says that he didn't think I cared about him anymore but I feel like that's not the reason. I don't know why I feel that way but I do, regardless of what he says. I have always been a blonde (all though right now I'm not because I went brunette) but this is something that I am confused about and its not because of my blondeness. This is really confusing to me.