Sleep

So much has been on my little mind lately and I don't know why. Last night I got the most sleep I had gotten in a long time. Most nights I am like a freakin zombie, but last night I got more sleep than I had all week. Maybe it was because my conversation with Mark helped me get things off my chest that had been bothering me. Or maybe I was finally starting to ignore everything that has been bugging me and allowed myself to get a good nights rest. I don't know what triggered my sleep last night but it was good.
As school rapidly approaches, I wonder if I will have nights where I can't sleep due to the stress that comes with senior year. I know that I will be stressing over scholarships more than college acceptance letters, but what about all the other senior related stuff will I stress over? Will it cause me to loose sleep at night? I sure as hell hope not.
I love my sleep so I hope that none of this occurs this upcoming school year. With only 8 days left of summer vacation, I hope to get as much sleep as possible. And I know that there will be weekends where I can't sleep in due to speech tournaments or track meets, but that is my choice. Anyone who knows me knows that they are my passion. Its those activites that have gotten me through these last few years of high school. I would rather have to wake up at 5 a.m. for a speech tournament (or earlier) than sleep in all day. Or get up at 6:30 a.m. to get ready for a track meet. But its something I do for me and it makes me happy, no matter how much I bitch about it.
I still don't know why I haven't been able to sleep lately but a few things might have contributed in my night of sleep. And if they are what I think they are, I hope it helps me sleep tonight as well.