I am a failure. Or at least to my father I am going to fail. I have never been so fucking hurt in my life by one individual person. I don't know what I did to deserve those words from him but they hurt so much. I have never failed at anything I have attempted. Well only relationships but they don't count because everyone fails at them. Why would he tell me that I am going to fail school? Doesn't he know I have colleges nation wide calling me and wanting me to go to their university? Why? Because I am a good student and work hard. Or at least I thought I did. But I guess I was wrong. I guess I will fail if even my dad thinks I will. And Mandie keeps telling me she is proud of me and what not, but the one person I want to be proud of me doesn't even think I will make it past high school. All I have ever done is work my ass off in school so I can make something of myself. And hell, if it wasn't because of me, some of my friends wouldn't even be passing some of their classes!! That is all I have done these last few years. Bust ass and help my friends pass too. But I guess that shit isn't good enough for him. I guess nothing I will ever do will be good enough for him. And that hurts me more than you can imagine....