Just friends...for now...

I am such a mess sometimes. I can't even predict what I am going to do or say anymore. Or feel. I thought I wanted a relationship with my new guy and after him and I talked and I found out that he didn't want a serious relationship and wanted to go with the flow between him and I, I realized that I want the exact same thing. I don't want to be tied down to anyone before I go off to the military. And if something does happen with me and the new guy, then it happens. But if it doesn't, I'm not going to be heartbroken. I want to just play along with this. If it starts to feel wrong or uncomfortable, then I will tell him. And then hopefully he will understand and give me my space. Because I always need my space every now and then.