Ever feel like you are so happy that you are going to bust? Well for once I can say that is me. I think me and Joe are officially dating. I only say this because last night he went into the chat room I always go into on yahoo and when I told him that they would call him my boyfriend, he responded with a simple "that's fine." I have been out of the dating scene since like what, August? It's about time I finally put both feet on the ground and walked into the world of dating. And I feel comfortable enough to be with Joe and not freak out and say that I'm not ready for a boyfriend. I am so ready for whatever is in store for him and I. I swear that Joe makes me happier than track, speech tournaments, and acting in plays ever did combined together. And thats saying alot because running made me happier than anything because I couldn't control what my body was going to allow me to run from day to day. It made me feel so free, so alive. I could feel every muscle either screaming at me to stop or telling me to keep running. I thought that nothing could ease my soul the way running did. Until I met Joe. Everything about him is better than running. He makes me feel the way my runs did, but about 500x's better. I didn't ever think anything, much less a guy, would make me feel better than my runs. I just hope that nothing happens to make all this go away.....