Al and Bitter
Ok this white girl is confused. My friend, who we will call Al, told me today that he thinks of me as more than a friend sometimes. And I have had a crush on Al for the longest time. Well of course he knows this because I told him this past summer and he told me he has always liked me too. But niether of us want a relationship right now so its hard. Well I like Bitter too. But I have like Al since like my sophmore year when we had english together. I don't know what to do. I don't want any kind of relationship right now because of what I went through with Jon. Al knows what I am going through because he went through the same thing with his ex girlfriend. I don't know if Bitter really knows that I don't want a relationship. Of course I will tell him, but I don't want him to think that I have been leading him on. This is all so confusing to me because I like 2 guys and I don't know what to do about all this. I just think that I should stay single but I really like both guys. What do I do??
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Ok heres the catch. Your still young. Your hearts been broken. Dont let that hold you back. Date lots of people. Dont attatch yourself to just one. That is unless you are totally sure thats what you want. Im not the kind that dates lots but it may be just what the doctor ordered for you. Dont be a hermit. You and Allie are gonna hate me for all my dear Abby advice.... But I love you guys and I dont want you guys to make the same errors that I made. Dont get me wrong even though Im hurt I wouldnt change anything Ive done it makes me who I am today.
Well I am playing the field with both of the guys. Bitter wants a relationship and I don't. Al knows I don't want one because I'm not ready and he is the same way. I think I am going to tell Bitter that I don't want anything right now and I just want to be friends. Gosh I hope he understands...
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