Relationships

I wish I could get a hug from Bitter. I just want a hug from him to make me feel better right now. Something about getting hugs from him lately makes everything seem like its going to be all better. Maybe its because I miss having a boy to go to when I want some kind of comfort. I miss being in a relationship in general. But I don't know if I want any form of a relationship right now. Relationships are too much work sometimes but I feel like I could handle the pressure again. I know that I want to date again. But I just don't know when.