I'm Ready for a Relationship (I think)...

Today was a good day. But then it wasn't at the same time. The only bad part about it was the fact that I didn't get to talk to my new fling guy. Whatever it he I should say. But I should say that the only reason why we didn't talk was because he had to leave early. There was a perk though. Him and I were doing those "stare and look away" things at each other. I don't know what to make of all this. I think I like him but at the same time I don't know if he likes me so I don't know if I want to like him unless the feelings are going to be reciprocated (big word, 10 points). I want him to like me. I really do. I am so tired of playing around. I miss having a boyfriend. I think I am finally, sincerely ready to have a boyfriend again. Or at least give the race of men another chance at my heart. I told myself I would allow a myself 2 1/2 months of cynasicm and that time is up. I am ready to move on from the memory of my heartache and find out what "love" really is. Or at I'm willing to give it at least a try.