Thoughts of nothing..and everything..

Lately I find myself thinking about someone I have never met in my life but have talked to for hours online and recently talking to on the phone. I have so much in common with him, yet there are some many things that we are opposite in. Like he is a Longhorn and I am an Aggie. He dislikes the Yankees, and I love them. But there are things we both have in common. He loves baseball (he used to play in college). He has a fear of clowns, loves to read, and so much more that I don't have enough space to write about it all. Yes this guy is a little older than me but I don't feel any kind of age difference when I talk to him. And he doesn't feel it either. Which is a first for me. I swear I have connected with this guy on so many different levels than any other guy I have ever dated. And I'm not dating him. But I would like to one day. That would be so awesome. I think I could be with this guy for a while. Maybe this is the guy for me. I don't know but my view on love is that it sucks but I can just feel that something is there and I want to explore that feeling before I let it slip by....