I'm all smiles right now. I got an email from Joe and that made my day. He's working alot and going to school at the same time and was trying to apologize for us not being able to talk lately. Hell if only he had seen my schedule sophmore and junior year. I would get up at 6 every morning, get to school around 7:30 am and be there till I had to go to track practice at 3 pm. Then I'd be at the track doing my workouts for Coach Young from 3 pm-6 or 6:30 pm, if I was lucky enough to get out of there that early. Then I would go back up to the school and be at One Act practice from whenever I left track to somewhere around 9:30 pm or 10 pm. Then I would go home, eat my dinner, take a bath, go do my homework and usually fall asleep doing it. Then I would wake up and start the whole process again. Now that was some crazy shit. And I never really got a good nights rest until Saturday because I would have a track meet that day and come home and go to bed. Nobody ever messed with me on Sundays. I would scream at Matt if he tried to wake me up anytime before 1 pm. Dad rarely bothered me. The only times he did was when he really needed me to go somewhere with him. And I would only go because I was promised more sleep when we got home. So boy do I understand what Joe is going through.
Dang he makes me so happy. And you know who now knows about me and Joe? Jon. I talked to him last night and I told him about my new (and much better) man. Jon sounded a little upset but he said he had a new girlfriend. No comment there. But I am really proud of myself. I have been this big chicken shit. I have been so scared of getting hurt again it took me close to 7 months to put myself back on the dating scene. Then I met Joe and I am totally comfortable with him. I feel like I have known him for my entire life. As if he has always been around, yet he just came into my life about 3 weeks ago. We started talking at the end of January. But I say we started dating on the 6th. I don't think he would fight me on that either. Mostly because he needs to use his energy in more productive ways. Have I mentioned that he makes me happy?