Friends

 As I sit here in front of my computer, I think about what this year has for me. And all I can think about is how different senior year is going to be from the past 3 years of high school. Ever since freshman year, I have hung out with Allie and Matt. We did everything together. We ate lunch together, went to football games (when Allie wasn't playing with the band), went to the movies, and had a blast together. But I have a feeling that this year it's just going to be me and Allie. Matt has changed alot since him and I dated. He has basically abandoned me and Allie, making us feel like we aren't good enough to be friends with him anymore. I mean I talk to him every now and then, but it always seems as if he is in a rush. Like he doesn't want to talk to one of his best friends. From time to time, I miss how it used to be. We all used to have 3-way conversations until somebody had to get off the phone. And all we ever did was joke around and talk about nothing. I miss those chats about nothing. Me and Allie still have them, but I miss Matt being in those conversations as well. I think that Matt thinks that because Allie and I have grown closer since February, he needs to back off and do his own thing. And if he had just said "Hey, I want to do my own thing", it wouldn't feel like such a brush off. But guys are wierd. Lately, I don't know what to expect from the male species. And they think we girls are confusing....