I'm starting to believe Jon when he says that he wants to be just friends. I honestly don't know about the whole girlfriend thing but he told me he can tell that I have changed alot since we last spoke. I am happy again. He admitted that he royally fucked me up when it comes to relationships but hell I probably did the same thing to him. But I'm ok now. I am a brand new person. Joe helped me see the light. He made me realize that I deserve to be happy. And he did all this without telling me it. He also helped me see that being in a relationship isn't a bad thing, that it actually can be good for a person. Hell I owe alot to Joe already. Just him being in my life this past few weeks has put alot of positiveness in me. And I need that. I have needed that for a LONG time.