New Stuff In My World

I haven't really written in here lately but I have been gone for Spring Break. But alot has happened. Matt and I are back together (don't know if I blogged about that) and on Tuesday he told me that he loves me. Oh my gosh I was so excited because I had been trying to figure out how I was gonna tell him! But I'm really glad that is out in the open because Matt can just tell when I have something on my mind. And I wouldn't have been able to say "nothing" because that is something. So I had to get my head out from between my legs and say something. And I'm glad I did. Matt makes me happier than anything in this world. And lately I have needed this happiness. Because lets face it. I hate being home because Dad and I are always fighting and that brings me down to the ground quicker than wind blowing a tumble weed along the road. I'm always in a depressed mood at home. I crave school because my friends bring me back up to my normal, happy-go-lucky mood. I think nowdays the only time I am really and truly happy is when I am either at school or out with my friends. I know my happy self will come back full time within the next few months, but I wonder where in the world she has been in the last few months. I kinda miss her.
Anyways, Spring Break rocked. I had so much fun in Omaha. Yeah I know it's weird for me to say I had fun where the Yankees roam free, but I did. I missed Mom and Mandie so much. And I have really needed them alot here lately. My spirits have been down, but they were so high I think NASA was gonna call and wonder what was bursting through the atmosphere! We all had so much fun playing Uno (Skank!), Trivial Pursuit (Peter Meter!), and just hanging out. I made me a song (I love me) and smelled like a boy all day. Oh and my gas!! It was so funny! I ran Mandie out of the room so many times it wasn't funny. Ok yeah it was funny. I laugh so hard the one time I was layin on the floor and stuck my butt in the air and farted. And the smell didn't go away! It just grew!! Holy doo doo that was funny. I couldn't stop laughing. Hell I'm laughing about it right now! My Spring Break was by far one of the best I have ever had.
Back to this week. I told Jordan Cole off for telling Matt that we shouldn't be together. I gotta go back in time for a second to explain this one. Jordan has liked Matt since last year. Well she knew that after Matt and I broke up last year that she could make her move on him. She did and I guess she could tell Matt was still wrapped up in me, so she told him that I cheated on him with Mark James. Matt never believed her because that shit ain't me. I would never cheat on anyone. Anyways I told him everything (again) and he knew she was lying about it all. So back to me bitching her out. Jordan told Matt that we shouldn't be together because I would cheat again. Matt told her that he knew nothing happened with Mark and I and she said that I lied to him, that I kissed Mark back (which I so didn't!). Anywho, Matt could tell I was pissed so he handed me the phone and I told her to "get her fucking story straight before she went and ran her mouth" and that I would get Mark on the phone and he would tell her he came onto me. Then I hung up. Damn that felt so good! I just hope she doesn't try anything else. Because I ain't done with her. Not by a long shot.
So that's what is new in Hopeland. Pretty interesting huh??